because of you

because of you
i find it hard to trust
not only me, but everyone around me
because of you
i am afraid
i lose my way
and it’s not too long before you point it out
i cannot cry
because i know that’s weakness in your eyes
i’m forced to fake a smile, a laugh
every day of my life
my heart can’t possibly break
when it wasn’t even whole to start with
because of you
i never stray too far from the sidewalk
because of you
so i don’t get hurt
because of you
i find it hard to trust
not only me, but everyone around me
because of you
i am afraid
i watched you die
i heard you cry
every night in your sleep
i was so young
you should have known better than to lean me
you never thought of anyone else
you just saw your pain
and now i cry
in the middle of night
over same the damn thing

because of you
i never stray too far from the sidewalk
because of you
i learned toplay on the safe side so i don’t get hurt
because of you
i tried my hardest just to forget everything
because of you
i don’t know how to let anyone else in
because of you
i ashamed of my life because it’s empty
because of you
i am afraid

because of you

Originally posted 2006-12-17 05:47:00.

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